hay....the concept was taken from the real life story..

it starts when i had the chance to get close to her..at first it was fine,actually it was very fine!..we're texting each other almost everyday,it's like im courting her but its not official...till one day she ask me to meet her with her mom , i was totally shocked at that time!!..shit!..i really don't know what to do that time! all in my mind is that "This is not the time for this!..what will i say?..what if? what if? what if?.." till the time has passed they already got home..she was totally diappointed!..waah!!..we continued texting each other and the topic is still there..till i say ok i'll do it!, but i gave her instructions what to do..then i think she followed it..then after that day she was totally different, she said that i should stop!...and i know what's should be the reason...till we come to this situation,she really wanted me to stop caring for her..but i dont have any reason to do it, i was really inlove!..and i told her her that i will only stop if you will have a boyfriend that will take care of you!..and she said..what if i already have?..and i'm surprised for what she said but i did not believe her...months past still im i'm loving her so much!..that i spend most of my efforts for her knowing that she's insisting that she has a boyfriend...till oneday...i meet her tito also friend of mine..he cheerfully greet me and say "PARE andyn c ====== kasama boyfriend nya oh..and i saw thier big picture hanging on the wall of our alma mater "TLC" they are the representative of the school for the coming enrollment...and i feel weakened that time..i totaly fooled my self for not believing it was true....now i can't explain my self....i don't really know what happened?..it's all my fault loving someone that is taken alredy!